[well. i don't have much to say about this one. this is rough. i think laudna is hanging out by the pyre, doing her embroidery, crying nasty looking black goopy tears silently to herself.]
[you know how you can keep it in until someone says something even slightly nice to you and then you kind of just lose it a bit? that's what karlach does. she hiccups, and brings a hand up to wipe her eyes.]
I suspect better to avoid it, but not entirely within our control.
[so. the advice is unhelpful.]
There's something foolish in knowing how many will die and still feeling surprise, yet I had not quite expected it. [...] Though in Iwatooshi's case, I suppose there were those who had their suspicions.
[she looks into the fire, absently does a few stitches on her embroidery.]
I heard Iwatooshi's name bandied about as a suspect for Ichiban. I suppose - every interaction I had with him since, he has seemed like his ordinary self. Kind and patient as he always was. So I would be surprised, I suppose, if it was true.
I didn't notice anything amiss, either. It would be too strange if a vicious monster could disguise themselves that purposefully. All I've heard talk of is that the other poncho fit him and that he had many bruises on him.
No, they didn't. [...] Hard not to get discouraged, you know? Bleeding out slowly is worse than just having been brought here and killed off immediately.
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week 2; friday
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yeah, it's rough over here too, but - she drags in a deep breath and makes her way over.]
... Laudna. [she says, soft. open - because she expects a lot of people might need hugs and comfort right now, and that's what she wants to do.]
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Hello, Karlach, dear. It does keep going, doesn't it?
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Yeah. It's awful. I don't even know what to do.
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No. I do try not to grow attached to strangers, but it's difficult. I was quite fond of all three.
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People keep telling me not to get attached. [she says, holding the diy hankie, looking down at it.] I don't think they're right. To avoid it. But.
[this one hurts!]
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[so. the advice is unhelpful.]
There's something foolish in knowing how many will die and still feeling surprise, yet I had not quite expected it. [...] Though in Iwatooshi's case, I suppose there were those who had their suspicions.
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Suspicions?
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I heard Iwatooshi's name bandied about as a suspect for Ichiban. I suppose - every interaction I had with him since, he has seemed like his ordinary self. Kind and patient as he always was. So I would be surprised, I suppose, if it was true.
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[silence, for a moment.]
He seemed fine to me, too. But... [a beat.] I'm no good at figuring this stuff out. I couldn't tell if anybody was acting strange this week.
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Think the Overseers would answer about that? Like if the monster that escaped is dead now.
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[but it makes her very sad to think of.]
Poor Iwatooshi. None of them deserved this.
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No, they didn't. [...] Hard not to get discouraged, you know? Bleeding out slowly is worse than just having been brought here and killed off immediately.
And we still haven't got any idea how to stop it.
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I'm not sure there is a way, yet. It's going to be hard for a while. [...] How are you feeling, dear?
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silence, and then:]
Tired. [but her voice is thick and wet again when she says it, so it's maybe not just tired.]
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