[she's had worse than a lil soot, she's fine with this.]
Can't decide which is worse, you know? The dead now, or the dead later. [because she was sad last week at the deaths on friday, but just about everybody saw how fucked up she was over the sunday one.]
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there's a sob, and she hugs back. droplets of dark liquid fall from her eyes. ]
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[she says, quietly, tucking kate closer. she will just let her cry, honestly, rocking her a bit.]
I'm sorry.
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the smoke fades from the air. and she cries a little more. finally, she seems to find her voice again. ]
... I'm sorry. I thought I was prepared for what would happen, but...
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[resting her hand on kate's back, rubbing it gently.]
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Ichiban stopped to talk to me before he left... He said that he and Tomizawa were going to the island.
I spoke with Karma that evening, too... but he went elsewhere before it got late.
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... Wish I'd talked to them before we got settled in. I got caught up with helping Daan get the injured settled. [she regrets not checking in.]
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I'm glad I did too. Still.
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anyway... she nods, which can probably be felt more than seen at this angle. ]
... It's painful, when the people you know can disappear so suddenly.
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Can't decide which is worse, you know? The dead now, or the dead later. [because she was sad last week at the deaths on friday, but just about everybody saw how fucked up she was over the sunday one.]
Guess it's all bad.
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I'm afraid of what tomorrow will bring.
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[but.]
... We'll make it. And if you need someone to hold your hand through it, or if you just need a break, you come find Mama K, alright? I'm here.