🔥 astarion

[ablazement]

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[gives him a fucking minute to contemplate fucking]

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[ no he's trying not to laugh. ]

Just a literal "hello, I'm pleased to see you?" [ help i typed little ]

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[STOP NOT THE LITTLE]

Yeah! [giggling.] It's hard to make it sound hot, but it was, don't worry.

[horny emotions

i'm sorry,]

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It truly is, but I'll take your word for it.

[ I MEAN FAIR. BABYGIRL WAS ON FIRE LITERALLY FOR SO LONG AND NOW SHE'S ALL FLESH. ]

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[SHE WENT FOR TEN YEARS WITHOUT TOUCHING PEOPLE and then found a guy who can match her freak, she's all about it

but also:]

I like him for more than just that, though. [warmer, fuzzier feelings.] I've died like... three times this week. He's been there for me after all of them.

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[ FUCKING FLATLY: ]

Yes I heard about you dying multiple more times.

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[SWEATS]

It wasn't my fault! [LISTEN

also she's like, a little sensitive about this, she gets defensive but her inside emotions are like kind of... despairing? like just a horrendous amount of bass boosted bad that she hasn't dealt with yet. yay.]

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[ headbutts her shoulder.


it's like a puppy headbutting a lion but whatever. ]

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[her fingers curl into a fist, briefly...]

I - you went on one too. The fog trips.

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[ oh for the love of-- ]

Perhaps I should be less surprised, given Marina and Caelus were with us.

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Yeah. It was with Yuffie and Anis.

[she also did a break in, but she's conveniently not going to talk about that until she gets tattled on

more grinding guilt and horrible sorrow. sorry, astarion.]

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[ jiiiii





well. she can have a hug, i guess. affection. what even is this. this is probably like an alien hug. a hug by someone who has seen and received them but doesn't fully understand them. ]

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[oh... wah

okay, but he hugs her and it's really sweet, and she's not expecting it! but she'll take it, though - she wraps her arms around him and hugs him very tightly.]

... I missed you. [she says, quietly.]

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[ SHE’S SO SAD AND MESSY RN. they went from robodick to depression. ]

It is good to see you too, my dear. [ it’s been less than a week you nerds ]

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[sometimes you do two cyoas in one week and you have a lot of emotions and then your best friend dies and you have SO MUCH YOU WANT TO TELL HIM so you do.

sometimes you are a little codependent,]

I want to - tell you a lot of things. I couldn't fit all of it into a letter. Can you tell me all the stuff I missed on the other side, too?

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[ STOP DYING IN THE GY AAAAAAAAA.

it’s fine. the codependency is probably healthy even if they did just flat out abandon the third point on the codependency triangle. ]

Yes, there’s a limit isn’t there? [ YOUR DICK JOKE. ] I’m not sure where to start, but perhaps we go from when you woke up here and work our way along.

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[OUR THIRD CODEPENDENCY POINT AAAA

she reaches for his hand again, so they can go to like... idk, jamba juice or something.]

Yeah, alright. [off we go] I woke up in a grave too. I think Daan sent you a message about that?

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[ yeah time to get hot girl drinks and sippy sip them while they gossip. take paw, karlach. ]

Yes, something about you laughing the whole time?

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I know that makes me sound crazy, but honestly I was just glad my heart was still there.

[and she was alive, and she wasn't a monster anymore. it was nice.]

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Yes, we had sort of hoped it would stick. But hoping and knowing are two rather different things.

[ the alive and lack of monster thing was something, even if astarion's hadn't really kicked off this whole time. ]

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It did - you can see it.

[she's not glowing anymore!!]

It was sort of just getting used to it here, after that. Karma tried to stab me. I said hello to everybody, and then I found Boots.

[

horny emotion]

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[ he can see it! yay! there is a little relieved emotion there because y'know. they'd be going on for weeks about trying to get her heart sorted and now it worked out. like. holy fuck, it worked out for her, and all of them.

how in the nine hells did they pull that off. ]

... [ a ] Did you at least say hello to each other before you shoved him on the nearest flat surface, darling?

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[honestly the way it worked out was so just by the will of the gods of it all. now gale just has to do his...]

We said hello! [a beat.] And then I carried him to his room, so.

[tail flick.]

It's... like I said, it's a little more than that, but he's really good.

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[ about that. ]

So, barely. Is what I'm hearing.

[ hmm. ]

To you, or with the extendable attachments he's working with? [ smiles ]

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[i hope gale finally did his wish so karlach can stop exploding about it

also HELP SHE LAUGHS]

Both! He knows how to use his tongue. [winks.] But... to me, too. Knows all the right things to say.

[she's a little more shy here. there's affection that's approving love, but she's too scared to say it, so she doesn't.]