I wanted to apologize for yesterday. You were right, there was a lot of things I didn't know and I shouldn't have been running my mouth. And I know it didn't make it easier with the whole.... situation. [ specifically mathis, who karlach had to calm down ]
... Yeah, I get it. I'd get if you were mad at me, too. It's not like you were wrong.
[ she was absolutely talking about things she didn't understand and realized that after. she knocks on her own head with her fist lightly to be like! dumb yuffie! but just once ]
Is he gonna be okay? Or.... well, you know what I mean. [ since no one is ever really okay in this place ]
I'm a bit mad, but it's not exactly fair of me to be. You're still figuring it out.
[babyzoned forever even if she hates it]
He'll be alright. He's stronger than you think, but do me a favor and be kind to him. He loved Lucas a lot, and he didn't get to say goodbye. Same as you.
[there's some like - tension, here, but it's not from anger. it's more like she's trying to make sure she doesn't tip her hand on how much it hurts to think about lucas being dead.]
Nothing here is fair. So be mad if you want. I'll even let ya get one punch in.
[ a weak attempt at humor, though she kind of just. makes a face at "figuring it out". but she is too broken to pick this fight right now, so karlach can babyzone her ]
I wasn't trying to be an asshole.... but I get it. I'm not gonna be one. If anything, I kinda... wanted to apologize too, but I think it's probably best if I keep my distance. [ though ] And.... you?
I could take it. [ she's not gonna argue to get punched, but she does make a little pouty face. briefly. she's not gonna ask about mathis's whole deal, but: ]
I know there's a little more than grief going on there, but.... I getcha. I'll try to catch him a little later on.
I wasn't gonna! [ hands up in the air all exaggerated like "don't shoot" ] Like I said, I just wanted to apologize.
[ hmmm ]
Well, I'm not great at the whole feelings thing to begin with. [ let alone when she just lost her whole ass cast and had to kill someone she cared for very deeply. and then execution. it has not been fun ] So I'm not gonna get on your case or anything. If you wanna punch some stuff, then I'm more your girl. But.... dunno. I don't think it would be bad if you weren't fine sometimes.
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I wanted to apologize for yesterday. You were right, there was a lot of things I didn't know and I shouldn't have been running my mouth. And I know it didn't make it easier with the whole.... situation. [ specifically mathis, who karlach had to calm down ]
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[she sounds a little tired, but.]
Tensions were way too fucking high yesterday. I didn't mean to snap at you, but in the moment, it's all I could do.
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[ she was absolutely talking about things she didn't understand and realized that after. she knocks on her own head with her fist lightly to be like! dumb yuffie! but just once ]
Is he gonna be okay? Or.... well, you know what I mean. [ since no one is ever really okay in this place ]
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[babyzoned forever even if she hates it]
He'll be alright. He's stronger than you think, but do me a favor and be kind to him. He loved Lucas a lot, and he didn't get to say goodbye. Same as you.
[there's some like - tension, here, but it's not from anger. it's more like she's trying to make sure she doesn't tip her hand on how much it hurts to think about lucas being dead.]
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[ a weak attempt at humor, though she kind of just. makes a face at "figuring it out". but she is too broken to pick this fight right now, so karlach can babyzone her ]
I wasn't trying to be an asshole.... but I get it. I'm not gonna be one. If anything, I kinda... wanted to apologize too, but I think it's probably best if I keep my distance. [ though ] And.... you?
[ is she gonna be alright? ]
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I wouldn't. Not ever. [she knows it's a joke, but she wants to make that clear!] Anyway. Like I said - I know you didn't. Nobody meant to.
I don't think he'd be against you apologizing. He wasn't himself, exactly, in that moment. Grief does that.
[as for her, she waves a hand.]
I'll be fine. Don't worry about me.
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I know there's a little more than grief going on there, but.... I getcha. I'll try to catch him a little later on.
[ and now yuffie makes another face ]
Saying that never works, you know.
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[a little sternly.
she just does not answer the last part because she is Stubborn.]
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[ hmmm ]
Well, I'm not great at the whole feelings thing to begin with. [ let alone when she just lost her whole ass cast and had to kill someone she cared for very deeply. and then execution. it has not been fun ] So I'm not gonna get on your case or anything. If you wanna punch some stuff, then I'm more your girl. But.... dunno. I don't think it would be bad if you weren't fine sometimes.
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karlach gives her a little smile.]
It's not anything that needs a pat on the back, yeah? I am alright. It was a rough weekend for everybody.