Of course. But I imagine we will not care for the answer.
[ Every week I try to help, and it feels as if it only becomes worse. He feels a bit adrift at sea sometimes when faced with these sorts of emotions, where no words or actions can seem to reach, and he can do nothing but watch. ]
... Like moons make swell and wane the nescient seas, so too the sky-strewn gods ordain the tidal fates of mortal days. And yet - a notion born in lonely hours - come ebb, come flow, come all that is beyond the breadth of our dominion: be a moon unto yourself. Even the waves of fate can break upon the shores of will.
more seriously, she brings a hand up to her face to rub at it, and then:]
You said it before, it's cruel to leave them like that. So... we've got to find them and put them out of their misery. Whether we care for the answer or not.
Elminster said it to me, and I suppose at the time I was rather distracted and did not hear the words enough to understand, but ...
[ the meaning to him is probably different than the meaning he would like karlach to hear. ]
We do not require you to be our rock. It is a cruel thing to ask you. I would care only that you are my friend, and I am your friend, and we will rely upon each other.
[gale like i am telling you about the time elminster came to tell me my ex said kill yourself
she's silent for a moment at that, her thoughts a scribble of angry, upset nonsense.]
I can't really... pull back now. [she's too entrenched, she thinks. what else is she supposed to do when everybody else's hurt seems so much more than her own? but.]
I trust you. More than anything. So I'll try. [...] Hey - I love you.
Astarion is a grown man. He can make his own choice regarding his condition, and if need be he can consult with Vin as well. But I would like for you to make this decision to help yourself. No one will begrudge you this. Quite the opposite, I think it will relieve a great many who are very, very worried for you.
Vin did not breathe a word, it is just that you are not very subtle, Karlach.
[ he says this with all the fondness in the world. ]
Know that the wish cannot cure the monster affliction, and that restoration to life may be a more complex procedure. And that I still have mine available - though I have every intention of using it upon the Orb. It is simply that right now the Orb remains a somewhat useful deterrent, I believe. There are also others who are not as in dire need of using theirs. You are.
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[but she shakes her head.]
I think it's just - the... [she stumbles on the words a little, not particularly great at metaphors, but:] The wire snapping.
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[ he understands the metaphor at least. ]
What can I do to help?
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... Just help me figure out who did Rondo's tomorrow. [just for a bit of closure, she supposes.
the rest she's not really sure can be helped.]
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[ Every week I try to help, and it feels as if it only becomes worse. He feels a bit adrift at sea sometimes when faced with these sorts of emotions, where no words or actions can seem to reach, and he can do nothing but watch. ]
... Like moons make swell and wane the nescient seas, so too the sky-strewn gods ordain the tidal fates of mortal days. And yet - a notion born in lonely hours - come ebb, come flow, come all that is beyond the breadth of our dominion: be a moon unto yourself. Even the waves of fate can break upon the shores of will.
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That's pretty.
[she likes your words magic man
more seriously, she brings a hand up to her face to rub at it, and then:]
You said it before, it's cruel to leave them like that. So... we've got to find them and put them out of their misery. Whether we care for the answer or not.
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[ the meaning to him is probably different than the meaning he would like karlach to hear. ]
We do not require you to be our rock. It is a cruel thing to ask you. I would care only that you are my friend, and I am your friend, and we will rely upon each other.
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she's silent for a moment at that, her thoughts a scribble of angry, upset nonsense.]
I can't really... pull back now. [she's too entrenched, she thinks. what else is she supposed to do when everybody else's hurt seems so much more than her own? but.]
I trust you. More than anything. So I'll try. [...] Hey - I love you.
[it seems important to say.]
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I love you too, but I need you to do something for me.
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Yeah? Of course.
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Astarion is a grown man. He can make his own choice regarding his condition, and if need be he can consult with Vin as well. But I would like for you to make this decision to help yourself. No one will begrudge you this. Quite the opposite, I think it will relieve a great many who are very, very worried for you.
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... It's scary to think about. [she sniffs, brushing her face against her shoulder.] I'd accepted it, yeah? I was ready. As ready as I'd ever be.
I need it, right now. Just in case. But - I will. After trial and execution are over, I can try it.
[a beat.]
Did Vin tattle on me?
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[ he says this with all the fondness in the world. ]
Know that the wish cannot cure the monster affliction, and that restoration to life may be a more complex procedure. And that I still have mine available - though I have every intention of using it upon the Orb. It is simply that right now the Orb remains a somewhat useful deterrent, I believe. There are also others who are not as in dire need of using theirs. You are.
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I said I would, Gale. [tiredly.]
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[ but he does seem visibly relieved. ]
Thank you.
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If I do it right now people are going to think I did a murder, Gale, it's noticeable. At least I can give some people explanations later.
[sigh.]
I know you're looking out for me.